Just Once…
I thought I’d say something
a little more meaningful than the last
A brief joke or a subtle line of logic
perhaps just slightly different
so that you would remember what I say
But then as always,
I’d just be forgotten and tossed aside
Like the wrapping paper of a mediocre birthday gift
Yet someone besides you,
would remember I had a purpose, a spark of life
that had color and even meaningful intention
They would see me for a second
as you tore my spirit to pieces with greed in your heart
and witness my beautiful hope littered on the ground
My careful edges, my proud design
all rendered to little pieces of mismatched chaos
that simply laid wasted on the floor as you stepped on them
Yet that other person, someone I wasn’t intended for
would see me for what I was, a gift of hope and compassion,
of carefully thought emotion and loving endearment
and yet on my birthday, the only day I had to live
I was proud to have given everything I was, everything I would be
simply to know that it would be discarded by you.
Last 5 posts in Friendship
- The decision of compassion - March 9th, 2008
- The Handshake - March 8th, 2008
- To which I am thankful - November 23rd, 2007
- Lost Friends - October 7th, 2007
- Friends - August 23rd, 2007
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