Conversational Razor

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This razor sharp against my soul

Breaking my spirit like no one knows

Can they hear the tears inside

Would they care if I confide

Cowardly testing this family of kin

Do they know I’ve lost my mind

Could they believe in how I bleed

Fearful of knowing or what I may find

Are these thoughts beneath my skin

Truthful speaking perhaps I need

Beyond expectation

Posted by in Coffee - Volume Two, Daily thoughts, Inquisitive, Romantic

She was beautiful
Charming and allure
Some would say inspiring
Quietly intoxicating
Slowly and passionately invigorating

Someone you could perhaps dream of
While your eyes were wide open
A figment of an imagination
Breathing life into a heart once lost
She was someone honest

Could you but wonder and dare
To look someone so majestic in the eye
Would you care to define the reason why
Simply knowing you may perhaps cry
Would you; could you dare risk to fly

Enigmatic Eyes

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Chamber to the soul, I wish thee well

Mirror chance to suggest, do tell

That a heart feigns to forget

Nigh tis not a sole regret

Yet these eyes laugh as if in pain

Tears washing down, unnoticed in the rain

Your vision had me caught

Sometimes lost in wondrous thought

Does your face believe such lies

As to the reasons you gave me why

Is this a facade you hold to hide the sorrow

Will your eyes tell me more tomorrow

Nightly Screaming

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Chaotic noises I’m hearing

                     I heard them all tonight

Voices in the dreaming

            I heard them all with fright

 

Sounds so painful to be searing

                      Burning my mind with strife

    Painful sounds I’m fearing

                                 Trying to win this fight

   My head simply not clearing

 

These noises of the night

The Wall

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This is my artistic viewpoint on seeing things for more than what they are. I spend a lot of effort trying to look within things that are considered very basic. I think everything has a special and unique purpose. I think this applies to all things ranging from people, to items, to time itself.

The Wall

This wall is so blank, so terribly lost

A canvas waiting for it’s artist

Character within it searching to be released

Many people see only white

Yet I see the shades of every grain

My eyes feel every curve and notch

Even the breeze tells me how to view it

This wall is everything I can dream of being

Yet so many people disregard it as they pass by

Do the people who view this wall see only white

A heart my own feels for how this wall is ignored

Can they see the colors that surround it

Are there people who can see this world like me

Maybe they simply see me as white as well

Colorful Thievery

Posted by in Coffee - Volume One, Dedicated Poems, Inquisitive

Colorful hue where are you

Can I see that beautiful shade again

Deeply touching I stole you

From the dream of the vibrant glen

Who do you show such glamour

Do I need to bargain for this sight

A view without discovery

You simply define the light

Beautiful shades of color

Fading simply into the night

Poetic Riddle

Posted by in Coffee - Volume One, Creative Writing, Dedicated Poems, Inquisitive, Mystery, Spiritual

Upon midnight’s glow to these dreams you should know
To be adored, would you never hear it evermore
And while I thought my words became entwined with this heart
As if no one could hear the gentle beating missing
No this heart was not fleeting nor would it be lost in lore
Upon these dreams I heard the sound, gently saying this verse once more

A beat so strong that it became not yet like a song
Touching it’s memories, to be loved and belong
While singing this rhyme to which it had never rehearsed
Belonged just a sound that was lost from the start
Confused and beguiled, it became lost and wild
“But could it be remembered” I asked, to be lost like a child
This riddle of falling would not lead to sorrow

Yet tomorrow would entice a heart to answer with time
Long before reversal of reason or the knock at the door
Would it be answered, could it be ignored
No it was chance to perhaps lead to more
A never knowing envy to be quietly ablaze
Whom to this heart could ever believe
This was not the reason nor was it me

The poetry of describing love became like a maze
But faith believed was not a treason of the soul
Merely momentary relief of being adored
One can say it was stolen, if not by will or by chance
No sound could be lost, as if in silence was grief
Reason regardless, it led to living and dance
If a heart would forget, I’d be labeled a thief

To sing of the chances, of kisses, and romance
For the beat was the pen and the sound was it’s worth
Believing in poetry so forceful it would always come forth
When years became wisdom and the silence became broken by tears
Yet two hearts had parted, a sudden confusion of fear
Half one part, the song lacked an end for the start

Forever needing singing, never needing anymore
This sound of quiet became the question foretold
Never forgetting dreaming and the reasons too cold
Pale grew the sound beating at the season’s door
Questioning the dreaming of becoming something more

Was that a kiss?

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This one was written because I got caught writing about romance in the Sunset last night and I thought there was something worth writing about. It started out as a section of the above poem, but then became something itself – more aligned to the idea of what a real kiss embodies.

Was that a kiss?

What passion can be felt in brushing your cheek

Dreams are not gone when my eyes are closed
What thoughts I remember as I feel the pause in your breathing

Dreams are so real when I know you are there
What emotion can be created by a simple fragrance

Dreams are vivid when I feel you so close
What fire can be given to a thought so small

Dreams are beyond description when our lips touch
What can I tell you of that day we said hello

Dreams are not forgotten when we said good-bye

Betoken

Posted by in Coffee - Volume One, Inquisitive, Loss, Mystery, Spiritual

Subtle betoken

  My veil has dropped

    Was this dark life so dim

      Feeling this ice within my veins

        This darkness resides my brethren

Windows tinted with malicious spirits inside

  Can you hear these noises

    Feigning voices this screaming resides

      My own depth wanting so shallow

        This pain suggest I die

When dim thoughts harrow my mind

  My dismay becomes my harrow

    Nightly I wonder why

      Encompassing vision I do not find

        Emotion hinting no ease

 

Will this darkness fade from me

Within shadows I must see

Maybe

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This was written specifically with the feeling of chance wondering. The type of feeling you have when you are sitting on the fence and not knowing which way to go. I often feel that way to the last moment.

Maybe

          Sometimes I wonder

                                       In life and who I am

    I see the glory of feeling

                                       Maybe I’ll know it when I see

          Sometimes I wonder

                                       In reasons I met you lately

I see the freedom of feeling

                                       Maybe I’ll know it when I see

          Sometimes I wonder

                                       In why I can’t say hello

I see the smile of happiness

                                       Maybe I’ll know it when I see

          Sometimes I wonder

                                       In myself and why I bother

        I see the joy of loving

                                       Maybe I’ll know it when I see